ZETSUMEI – LYRICS

「誘拐」

作詞 僕達の計画
作曲 不律

僕が拒絶された記念日
12月16日木曜
西新宿駅徒歩10分
3階の（15平米）ワンルーム
グーグルマップを使いました
（時刻：午前0時27分）
ポストの暗証番号
左2右に 4 → 6 最後に 0
射精を終えた僕は
急ぎ足で室内を物色し
パリパリに乾燥した皮膚を掻き毟り

(一部始終をこの紙に書きました。)

いつだっけ
貴方は笑って教えてくれたね
「嫌いです」ってまあ嘘だろう
這いずり回って涎を垂らして
本当の気持ちを僕にちょうだい

黙らせて君を描く
一方通行な愛は
実らないと知っていたよ
カミサマに誓っても

「可愛いね。」

赤い花を想像してみて
赤い花に興奮してみて
赤い花が見えますか?
君を破けば赤い花
可愛い可愛い可愛い可愛い
可愛い可愛い可愛い可愛い
可愛いのは誰の為ですか、、誰の、
あれ?
可愛くないね

もういいかい
夜が終わって静かになったね
悲しい顔はしないでほしい
二人で一緒に笑っていたよね
本当の気持ちを僕にちょうだい
口を縛ろう暗い
世界に言葉はいらない
空白と秒針が
感触を伝えてる

体液の水溜まりを
ストローで啜る僕。

綺麗な花になれなかった君と僕。
息を潜めて怯えてるんだね
悲しい顔がもっと見たい
独りにしないで独りにしないよ！
本当の気持ちを僕にちょうだい！

黙らせて君を描く
一方通行な愛は
実らないと知ってた。
ゴミ袋に幸あれ。

孤独を生きる現実世界
幸せな日々がただ眩しくて
流れた鮮血腐る腐る
繰り返しの毎日に辟易したんだ
不安な気持ちを押し殺して
君をめちゃくちゃ犯したい
そんな妄想ばかりして誘拐

醜いね。

計画を立てました。
僕達の計画の実行

Abduction

Lyric: Bokutachi no Keikaku
Music: Furitsu

The anniversary of my rejection was on
Thursday, December 16th,
10 minutes walk from the Nishi-Shinjuku Station
At the (15 square meters) studio on the 3rd floor
I used google maps
(Time: 0:27 am)
Added the postcode
left 2 right 4 → 6 finally 0
After finished my ejaculation.
I hurriedly walked around he room.
Scratched off my crispy dry skin.

(The whole story I have written it all on this piece of paper)

Always,
When you smiled.
You told me “I hate you“, Well, that must be a lie
You crawling around and drooled all over me.
Your true feelings, give it to me.

I’m imagining the silenced you
Giving you my one-way love.
I knew you would never accept my feelings…
Even if I swear it to God.

You are so cute.

I’m imagine red flowers.
Getting excited about the red flowers.
Can you see the red flowers too?
I break you, the red flower.
Cute, cute, cute, cute
Cute, cute, cute, cute
For whom is cute?,,, For whom??
Oh?
Is not cute.

It’s over already
It’s much quieter now that the night is over.
Don’t make such sad face.
We used to laugh together.
Your true feelings, give it to me.
Let me tie your dark words
I don’t need your words in my world.
The silent and the ticking time
Will give me your true feelings.

Your puddles of bodily fluids.
I’m sipping it through a straw

You and me couldn’t turn into a beautiful flower together.
You’re too scared to breath, isn’t?.
I want to see more of your sad face.
Don’t leave me alone, don’t leave me alone!
Your true feelings, give it to me!

I’m imagining the silenced you
Giving you my one-way love.
I knew you would never my feelings.
You wished me luck by putting my feelings in the garbage.

Living alone in the real world
Happy days are just dazzling.
My fresh blood just flows and rots.
I felt fed up with this repetitive routine.
To suppress my anxiety
I just want to fuck you so badly.
All I can do now is fantasize wildly about it.
I want to abduct you.

Heartless

I made a plan.
I’m carry out our plan.

綴

作詞 僕達の計画
作曲 不律

十二月に 色彩 消えあげようね?
赤と失念ね
頭の中 綺麗に鬱あげようね。
この綴り紙ヲ。

書いたよ。
この手紙書いたの。

この手紙に綴り紙には僕の体液綴り紙には僕の春ヲ。。 笑

桜木の下で破かれてたノート空は泣いていて僕の目に雪が落ちたの書いたよ。

この手紙書いたの。
この手紙に綴り紙には僕の体液綴り紙には僕の春ヲ。。 終

終桜木の下で破かれてたノート
僕は泣いていて恨みつらみ実る桜
僕の感覚はこの雪に解けて破かれたノートには最後雪ヲかけて。

Orthography・Speling

Lyric: Bokutachi no Keikaku
Music: Furitsu

May I swap out the colors of December.
Complete and oblivion.
Let’s give my mind a beautiful depressed feeling.
This paper piece of orthography.

I wrote.
I wrote on this letter.

On this letter, on this piece of spelling paper I spelled with my dropped bodily fluids
my sexual desire for you…(smile)”

The page was torn out my Notebook under a cherry tree.
The sky was crying and snow fell in my eyes (while I wrote this letter)

I wrote on this letter.
On this letter, on this piece of spelling paper I spelled with my dropped bodily fluids
my sexual desire for you…(end)”

The page was torn out my notebook under a cherry tree.
I am crying and the cherry blossoms are blooming with bitterness
My feelings are melted by this snow and the torn notebook is covered by the last snowfall.

翅

作詞 僕達の計画
作曲 不律

翅なんて最初から無かった
夢なんか醒めないで良かった
挙句には汚れてると聞いた
嘘つきに吐き気がして
バイバイ

甘い言葉の裏側
正直に欲と金 ＞希望
本日も未遂の衝動が
豚共に買われていく

アイツらに最上の苦しみを
アイツには最上の苦しみを
アイツにも最上の苦しみを
アノ人は苦しんで死ね

愛を謳って愛想笑って笑って嘘ばっか
哀を歌って似非だらけ似通って下らない
愛を謳って愛想笑って笑って嘘ばっか
哀を歌って似非だらけ似通って下らない
「」 <<<<ゴミ

翅なんて最初から無かった
夢なんか醒めないで良かった
挙句には汚れてると聞いた
嘘つきに吐き気がして
バイバイ

甘い言葉の裏側
正直に欲と金＞希望
本日も未遂の衝動が
豚共に買われていく

アイツらに最上の苦しみを
アイツには最上の苦しみを
アイツにも最上の苦しみを
アノ人は苦しんで死ね

愛を謳って愛想笑って笑って 嘘ばっか
哀を歌って似非だらけ似通って下らない
愛を謳って愛想笑って笑って離脱症状
哀を残していつまでも消えない依存性の人

Wing

Lyric: Bokutachi no Keikaku
Music: Furitsu

There were no wings of hope from the beginning
I’m glad I didn’t dream persistent yet.
After all, I heard you are currupted
I’m sick of your lies,
Bye-bye

Beyond sweet talk,
Greed and money is bigger than hope
Today too, the urge to attempt
To be bought by bad people.

I give THEM the highest suffering
I give HIM the highest suffering
I give HIM also the highest suffering
I let THAT PERSON suffer and die.

Singing out of love, insincere smile, smile; Full of lies
Singing deeply of grief, full of pseudo, similar; Worthless
Singing out of love, insincere smile, smile; Full of lies
I’m singing deeply of grief, full of pseudo, similar and trivial.
「」 <<<< Garbage

There were no wings of hope from the beginning
I’m glad I didn’t dream persistent yet.
After all, I heard you are currupted
I’m sick of your lies,
Bye-bye

Beyond sweet talk,
Greed and money is bigger than hope
Today too, the urge to attempt
To be bought by bad people.

I give THEM the highest suffering
I give HIM the highest suffering
I give HIM also the highest suffering
I let THAT PERSON suffer and die.

Singing out of love, insincere smile, smile; Full of lies
Singing deeply of grief, full of pseudo, similar; Worthless
Singing out of love, insincere smile, smile; adultery syndrome
Leaving a never fading sadness behind; Addictive person

憎雨

作詞 僕達の計画
作曲 不律

雨音 隔絶したAM2:30
偶然だね ドラマチックに さあ
「薄汚れた壁をヘッドライトが照らして冷める前にボクを殺して」

標本は笑わない
処方箋無し
至って普通
樹海までどうぞ
「お気楽に仲間たちと並んでブルーシートでも敷いてさ」

壊したい君の破片でさえも
残さない雪は溶けて消えた
歪な姿になった今は
滲み這い出る憎い仮面
冷たい雨降り頻る細い髪を絡めて
君の中に還りたい最後の声を頂戴

歪な姿を拒絶されました、、
歪な姿を拒絶されました、、
全身麻酔が効かない程に
ボクは情緒不安定
壊したい君の破片でさえも
残さない雪は溶けて消えた
歪な姿になった今は
滲み這い出る憎い仮面

冷たい雨降り頻る
バラバラの春が散る
君の中に還りたい
ボクは君の最後

冷たい雨降り頻る
細い首を晒して
ヒトは何処に還るの？
ボクは君の最後
親愛なる最期

Dreadful rain

Lyric: Bokutachi no Keikaku
Music: Furitsu

2:30AM, The sound of the isolated rain
Such a coincidence, dramatically
“Make love to me fiercely, before the spotlights illuminate
the dingy walls and cools me down“

A deceased body does not laugh.
Without medical prescription,
It’s just a normal thing to say
“Let’s go to the “Sea of Trees“.
“Let’s be together in a carefree atmosphere and laying out a blue tarp.“

Even the pieces I wanted to destroy of you.
Melted and vanished together with the left over snow.
A distorted shape of you is all what is left
A hideous mask that oozes and crawls out the ground.
The drenching cold rain continues to fall, it twirlings your fine hair.
I want to go back inside you, so give me one last shout.

Rejected by a distorted shape
Rejected by a distorted shape
General anesthesia was so ineffective.
I’m emotionally unstable
Even the pieces I wanted to destroy of you.
Melted and vanished together with the left over snow
A distorted shape of you is all what is left
A hideous mask that oozes and crawls out the ground.

The drenching cold rain continues to fall
My sexual desires are falling into pieces
I want to go back inside you
I am your last love

The drenching cold rain continues to fall,
Exposes your fine, slender neck.
(When people die?) where do people go return to?
I am your last love
You are my dear last love

徒花

作詞 僕達の計画
作曲 不律

彼岸に花が咲く

醜く醜く
卑猥に 卑猥に
崩れた 崩れた
芽生える 衝動

殺意絡ませ 君の幸せ
殺意孕ませ 君の幸せ
あー。
美しいその躰がね
僕の性的対象になり
あー。

サヨナラ 忘れない。
僕らには 明日は無い

産まれた 産まれた
傷物 傷物
殺して 殺して
芽生えたその名を

殺意絡ませ 君の幸せ
僕が孕ませ 君の幸せ
あー。
美しい 此の未来まで
僕が壊して君の愛を。
あー。

サヨナラもう 会えないよ
君の子を僕の手で
僕の手で

「彼岸に花が散る」

The blossom that does not bear fruit

Lyric: Bokutachi no Keikaku
Music: Furitsu

On Equinoxs day the Red spider lily’s are blooming^[1]

So, ugly, ugly,
Obscenely, Obscenely
To Crumble, Crumble them
My awakening impulse

Of murderous Intentions and Your Happiness
Of murderous Intentions and Your Happiness
Ah~.
That beautiful body.
Is becoming my sexual toy,
Ah~.

I never forget the goodbye
We don’t have a tomorrow

Born born
Damaged Damaged
Kill, kill,
Name my awakening

Of murderous Intention and your Happiness
I made you pregnant, I gave you happiness
Ah~.
until this beautiful future happens.
I will destroy your love.
Ah~.

Goodbye, I can’t meet you anymore.
I……… your child in my hands.^[2]
My hands are

「scattering the Red spider lily’s on Equinoxs day^[1][3]」

“[1] 彼岸 means Equinox.
(Buddhist services held during the week of the equinox )
彼岸 is is the day associated with death.
The Kanji for Red Spider Lillys is 彼岸花 and they are blooming around that time
and used for funearals they are also linked to death.
That’s why I decided to translate 花 as Red Spider Lilly,
to give a clear view which flowers are meant.”
[2] Its unclear from who the child is and what he’s gonna do with the child.
[3] “Her or their” Death.
[4] But it’s maybe all a delusion

遂行

作詞 僕達の計画
作曲 不律

君を誘拐した日　12月18日　土曜
君を拒絶した日　12月20日　月曜

僕だけの君が　嫌いですって　僕に言った日

一人だけで生きないでよ
僕がいる僕は居る
拒絶しても可愛い
黙らせて君を僕のに。

赤い花は咲いた
僕みたいに
赤い花は枯れた
君みたいに

汚い君に
僕を添えて　
笑う君も　泣く君も

1人だけで生きないでよ
僕が居る　僕は居る
口を縛り解いたら
愛した君を僕のに。

1人だけで生きないでよ
僕がいる　僕はいる
実らないこの恋は
僕達の計画で
「誘拐」

Carry out.

Lyric: Bokutachi no Keikaku
Music: Furitsu

Saturday, December 18th, it’s the day I kidnapped you.
Monday, December 20th, it’s the day you rejected me.

It’s the day that “you” (my dear) told me “I hate you“

Don’t live alone.
I’m there, I exist.
You’re sweet, even if you reject me.
So shut up and make me yours.

Red flowers bloomed.
Just like me.
Red flowers withered
Just like you.

Join me with your indecency.
Also with your laughter and also with your tears.

Don’t live alone.
I’m here, I’m here.
If I unbind your mouth…
I want you to be mine.

Don’t live alone.
I’m there, I’m here.
This unfulfilled love.
It’s our plan
“Abduction”

「告吐」 (Kokuhaku)

作詞　月白
作曲　不律

逃がさない君を
逃がさない君を

「現在行方不明となり捜索願いの出ている◼️◼️さんについてのニュースです。
怪しい男に車に引き摺り込まれていたという目撃情報があり、
誘拐事件の可能性が高いとみられています。
現在も必至の捜索が続けられていますが
消息を経ってから既に四九日が経過している事もあり発見は困難とみられ、
毎日毎晩激しい恥辱と陵辱にまみれた
素敵な日々が繰り広げられている事でしょう…。」

釘痛み涙唾液
体液の水溜まり
啜り上げ見上げた君
綺麗な花が咲く

泣かないで痛みのその奥に
感じて欲しい僕の愛
ねじ込んで奥の方まで
貴女の命は絶やさない
「あゝ」

絶やさない君を
絶やさない君を

気持ちの悪い愛に触れて
痛みの奥から本当の私

私、貴方の一部になりたいの
女も痛みも母性も召し上がれ

抉り出す卵巣子宮
潮漬けのボッタルガ
隠し味愛憎脾臓
残したら許さない

引かないで一つになりたいの
歯ブラシも一緒でいいの
今日和本当の私引き摺り出したのは貴方でしょう？

「二月の三日土曜日
捜索はとうに打ち切りました。」
僕らの邪魔者はもういないよ
二人で手を繋ぎ

堕ちていく痛みの奥から
引き摺りだされた私の愛
ねじ込んで奥の奥まで
「アナタ」の命は零さないから

零さない君を
零さないその命

Declaration of love

Lyric: Tsukishiro
Music: Furitsu
Translation: Ryu & Momo

I won’t let you escape
I won’t let you escape

「This is a news report about Miss◼️◼️. She is currently missing and a search request has been made.
There were eyewitness reports that she was being dragged into a car by a suspicious man,
It is believed that there is a high possibility that this was a kidnapping incident.
A desperate search is still underway,
But as it has already been 49 days since she was reported missing, it seems difficult to find her.
Every day and every night are filled with intense disgrace and sexual assault,
I’m sure you have wonderful days ahead of you…. 」

The pain of your nails, your tears tears and saliva
The puddle of your body fluid
I swallowed your saliva and looked to you.
You as a beautiful flower is blooming

Please don’t cry, beyond the pain I gave you.
I want you to feel my love for you.
I want to screw it all the way in you.
Don’t worry I won’t end your life.
「Ah~」

I will never let you die
I will never let you die

You’re touched by my paranoid love.
From the depths of pain I’m showing you the real me.

I want to be a part of you
Enjoy women, pain, and motherhood.

Ovary and uterus gouged out
Pickled bottarga
Secret ingredient our love-hate relationship
I won’t forgive you if you leave me behind.

I don’t want to be pushed back, I wanna become one with you.
Can I bring my toothbrush with me?
You were the one who dragged “the real me” out of me, right?

Saturday, February 3rd
The search has long been called off. ”
There is nobody in our way anymore.
Let’s hold hands together.

From the depths of the falling pain
My love was dragged out
Let me screw it deep inside you.
Then “your” life will not be spilled

You who don’t show your feelings.
It’s that life that doesn’t shed tears

愛飢え終 (Ai Ue O)

作詞　月白
作曲　不律

愛故に 爪痕 肌 ミミズ腫れ
愛故に 入れ込む舌強引に
愛故に ぐちゃぐちゃぐちゃどろどろどろ
愛故に 愛に飢え

愛故に 噛み跡 痣 眼球キス
愛故に 僕のだね マーキング
愛故に 本当に可愛いね
愛故に 愛飢え終 終 終

可愛い可愛いね
可愛い可愛いね

怯えてる君の顔 優しく撫でて
壊しても愛しい君へ 「僕を見捨てないで」
流し込む 僕の愛 想い 同意などいらない
君の理性と自我は壊れ 二人一つに なんて
夢想う

愛故に 腫れた目 泣き出す君
愛故に 涙すくい抱きしめる
愛故に 泣き顔もかわいいね
愛故に 愛飢え終 終 終

可愛い可愛いね
可愛い可愛いね

怯えてる君の顔 優しく撫でて
壊れても愛しい君へ 「僕は見捨てないよ」
流し込む 僕の愛 想い 同意などいらない
君の理性と自我は壊れ 二人一つ なんて
夢想う

Starving for love

Lyric: Tsukishiro
Music: Furitsu
Translation: Ryu & Momo

Because of love, My fingernail scars on the skin leaving a welt.
Because of love, I’m inserting my tongue forcefully
Because of love, I’m totally messed up
Because of love, I’m starving for love

Because of love, I leave bite marks, brushes and kiss your eyeballs
Because of love, you are mine and marking you mine
Because of love, you are really cute
Because of love, I’m starving for love without any end, end, end.

Cute, so cute isn’t it
Cute, so cute isn’t it

I gently stroke your frightened face.
Even if I break you, my love “Don’t abandon me.”
My love, my feelings, I don’t need your consent to put them inside you.
Your sense and your ego are broken, I can’t believe that we’re one.
I’m dreaming it.

Because of love, your eyes are swollen and start to cry
Because of love, you hold me in your arms with tears of love
Because of love, your crying face is so cute.
Because of love, I’m starving for love without any end, end end.

Cute, so cute isn’t it
Cute, so cute isn’t it

I’m gently stroke your frightened face.
Even if I break you, my love “Don’t abandon me.”
My love, my feelings, I don’t need your consent to put them inside you.
Your sense and your ego are broken, It’s just the two of us as one.
I’m dreaming it.

人肌病 (Hitohada Yamai)

作詞　月白
作曲　不律

絡める粘膜
蕩けるピンク吐息
重ねる手のひら
気持ち良い。浸かってイタイ
堕ちてく君との行為
「もっと刻んで？」欲しい
心埋める言葉で
甘く共に嬌声没落

冷たく険悪
偽り自虐衝動
「もういい」「さよなら」
構われたいだけ
自己愛振り回して
肥え太る顕示欲
承認だけを頂戴
「愛してくれてる？」

いつも寂しい声は届かない
淀んだ目で叫ぶ「1人にしないで」

手を離すのが怖くて
いつまでもいてと乞い願う
『君だけだよ』本当は
愛されるなら誰でもいい
手を離すのが怖くて
偽りでもいい恋依存
目先の安堵に焦がれて
今日も誰かと肌を重ねる

ぐちゃぐちゃメンタル
薬も飲み干したの
ガクガク手のひら
塞いで『気持ち悪い』
今だけ気持ち良くても
幸福感は偽り
手遅れと分かっていても
【愛されたいの？】

足りない足りない声は枯れたの
淀んだ目で笑う『いつか幸せに』

手を離すのが怖くて
いつまでもいてと乞い願う
『君だけだよ』本当は
愛されるなら誰でもいい
偽りの夜に飲まれて
本当の愛も腐らせた
離れた手に想い馳せ
今日も誰かと人肌病

I miss someone’s skin

Lyric: Tsukishiro
Music: Furitsu
Translation: Ryu & Momo

Entangling by your mucous membrane
To be enchanted by your pink breath
Heap one’s hands together
It feels good. Soak in pain.
Giving the deed to you.
“Can you engrave it more?” I want you.
With words that warm my heart.
A lovely downfall of words with your lovely voice

I am cold and stern
With my false self-deprecating impulse
Saying “Enough” “Goodbye”
But I’m only asking for your attention.
My wielding narcissistic love
My fattening desire to show off
Just give me your approval.
“Do you love me?

My lonely voice never does reach you.
I shout “Don’t leave me alone” with sullen eyes

I’m afraid to let you go
I beg you to stay forever
“You are the only one for me” it’s a lie.
I stay with anyone who loves me.
I’m afraid to let you go
My Love addiction, I don’t care if your love is fake.
Yearning for immediate relief
Today too, you are in touch with someone

I am mentally messed up
I took all the medicine
My palms are shaky.
Block it by saying “I feel bad'”
Even if it feels good just now
My happiness is fake.
Even though I know it’s too late
[Do you want to be loved? ]

The missing, insufficient voice has withered away
I say “Someday I’ll be happy” while smiling with sullen eyes

I’m afraid to let you go
I beg you to stay forever with me
“You are the only one” it’s a lie.
I stay with anyone who loves me.
Drinking at a fake night
Even true love has rotted away
I’m thinking about your distant hands
Today too, I miss someone’s skin.

残叫 (Zankyou)

作詞　月白
作曲　不律

焼き付いて消えない君の涙
いつだって近くに居てくれたね
柔らかな笑顔に甘えすぎて
君の瞳は光を無くした

はじめから分かってた終わらない恋なんてない
それでも君だけはと信じたくて

今も君の泣き叫ぶ声がまだ消えない
あの日に戻って壊れていた僕を赦して

消え去った幸せ 2人 【削除】
妄想の世界に逃げ込んでも
瞼の裏側こびりついた
焼き焦げた笑顔が消えない

その涙その鳴咽責め立てて離れない
夢の中さえずっと狂いそうで

今も君の乾いたその瞳が癒えない
あの日に戻って間違ってた僕は…。

ずっと忘れないから今だけ消えてよ
あの日に戻って壊れていた僕を殺して

焼き付いて消えない君の涙
いつだって近くに居てくれたね
柔らかな笑顔に甘えすぎて
君の目は光を無くした

焼き付いて消えない君の鼓動
握り絞めた手が時を止めた
柔らかな笑顔はもう見れない
君の目は光を無くした

Remaining shouts

Lyric: Tsukishiro
Music: Furitsu
Translation: Ryu & Momo

Your tears are burned into my eyes and won’t disappear
You were always close to me
I’m too spoiled by your soft smile
Your eyes have lost their light

I knew from the beginning that there is no love that will never end
Still, I want to believe that you’re the only one

Even now, your crying voice still won’t go away
Please go back to that day, forgive me for being broken

Two people who lost happiness [Deleted]
Even if I escape into a world of delusions
Stuck on the back of the eyelids
The scorched smile won’t disappear

Your tears, your sobs, I keep blaming you.
Even in my dreams I feel like I’m going crazy

Even now, I can’t heal your dried up feelings.
Please go back to that day, I was wrong…

I’ll never forget you, so just disappear now
On the day I was broken, you should have killed me.

Your tears are burned into my eyes and won’t disappear
You were always close to me
I’m too spoiled by your soft smile
Your eyes lost their light

Your heartbeat is burned into my heart and won’t go away
The hand I squeezed stopped time
I can’t see your soft smile anymore
Your eyes lost their light

接続肢 (Setsuzokushi)

Connecting limb

Lyric: Tsukishiro
Music: Furitsu
Video: Kanaha
Translation: Ryu & Momo

The limbs from “YOU^[1]” that I want to connect.
The joints looks very macabre.
It doesn’t resemble the beautiful “YOU“
Trying again and again.
The next try won’t be painful…
Oh, it broke off.

The one and only love I’ve^[3] been looking for all along
Where are you, I will give you everything.
I finally found you.
YOUR long black hair.
YOUR skin white like snow.
You are my destiny.

When the “YOU^[2]” with the fancy hair bob dropped your smartphone
I picked it up and gave it back to you.
Then you slapped my hand and ran away.
My mom always used to say
“I’ve slapped you, out of love“
Oh, then “YOUR” destined person is me!

The limps of “YOU” that I want to connect with “YOU“.
The joints looks very macabre.
The beautiful “YOU” doesn’t appear.
Trying again and again.
The next try won’t be painful…
Oh, it broke off.

The supreme LOVE I’ve been looking for all along
But I cannot decide.
Both of YOU are my destiny.
I see! Because it’s fate.^[0]
If both of you are my destiny.
Let’s connect the body lumps of you both together.

Let’s prepare a staple, instant glue, nail and a hammer.
I have a brown rusty needle, but that’s fine.
Let’s use “YOUR” beautiful black hair for the thread.
Which one is better, a chainsaw or a saw?
If I use an electric saw, I can’t convey my love.
“You still don’t understand it…right?“^[4]

The squeak squeak squeaking sound of removing YOUR head.
It’s leaves a beautiful pink mixture of blood and spinal fluid.
YOUR brain, let’s stick them together, let’s connect them with “YOU“
Putting YOUR left over hands on the skull, it looks like cat ears, so cute.

The unbalanced chest
I’ll cut it off
The unbalanced chest
I’ll cut it off.

Oh, I’ve cut off too much.

The limbs of “YOU” that I want to connect with “YOU”.
The joints looks very macabre.
It doesn’t resemble the beautiful “YOU“
Trying again and again.
The next try won’t be painful…
Oh, it broke off.

Damn, I’ve destroyed both of you

[0] Fate and destiny:
both are words dealing with a predetermined or destined future.
Fate is concrete and determined by the cosmos.
Destiny depends on your choices in life.

[1] キミ Person A
[2] 君 Person B

[3] The 僕 (Boku/Me) does love two persons in this lyric and he wish to love both,
However, cheating is not good and usually woman only wish that a guy
only loves her.
So the Boku really wish to “connect” the two “YOU’s” together by sewing them together.
But by creating a “You” out of two, doesn’t look as beautiful.

[4] We guess he means something like;
“It’s better to use my own hands, than a electric saw to cut you, isn’t it?“
To be able to convey his love much deeper, by doing it by his hands.”

鳥籠ノ手 (Torikago NO Te)

作詞　月白
作曲　不律

イカれてく壊れてく狂っていく
イカれてく壊れてく狂っていく
イカれてる壊れてる狂っている
イカれてる壊れてる狂っている

イカれてく壊れてく狂っていく
イカれてく壊れてく狂っていく
イカれてる壊れてる狂っている
イカれてる壊れてる狂っている

独自の理論展開だね
出来るはずもない意思疎通

愛のあげ方分からぬ君は初めから壊れてる
その手に包んだ小鳥はもう、、、
「苦しい、苦しい、息が出来ない」
愛のあげ方解らぬ君は気付かず殺してる

愛しく包んだつもりの手で
締め付け閉じ込めて握り潰す

イカれてく壊れて狂っていく
イカれてく壊れて狂っていく
イカれてる壊れてる狂っている
イカれてる壊れてる狂っている

可哀想に偽物だね
人間のフリはやめなよ

愛のあげ方分からぬ君は初めから壊れてる
その手に包んだ小鳥はもう、、、
「苦しい、苦しい、息が出来ない」
愛のあげ方解らぬ君は気付かず殺している
愛しく包んだつもりの手で
締め付け閉じ込めて握り潰す
締め付け閉じ込めて握り潰す

Birdcage handle

Lyric: Tsukishiro
Music: Furitsu
Translation: Ryu & Momo

I turn you crazy, broken and insane
I turn you crazy, broken and insane
You turn me crazy, broken and insane
You turn me crazy, broken and insane

I turn you crazy, broken and insane
I turn you crazy, broken and insane
You turn me crazy, broken and insane
You turn me crazy, broken and insane

My own theory development
Our communication that never can be done.

You who don’t know how to give love, you’re damaged from the start
The little bird wrapped in your hands is already dead.
It hurts, it hurts, It can’t breathe anymore
You who don’t know how to give love, you kill without even realizing it.

With hands that intend to wrap the neck lovingly
tightening, constricting and crushing it.

I turn you crazy, broken and insane
I turn you crazy, broken and insane
You turn me crazy, broken and insane
You turn me crazy, broken and insane

It’s a pity that you are fake.
Stop pretending to be human.

You who don’t know how to give love, you’re damaged from the start
The little bird wrapped in your hands is already dead.
It hurts, it hurts, It can’t breathe anymore
You who don’t know how to give love, you kill without even realizing it.
With hands that intend to wrap the neck lovingly
tightening, constricting and crushing it.
tightening, constricting and crushing it.

絞殺 (Kousatsu)

あー君の家の前について
あー 君の部屋の窓を叩く
あー君が気づく前に僕を
あー 君に僕をあげようね
君が僕の首を絞めて殺してくれればいい
君は僕の事を首を絞めて殺すのがいいの

あー 君の愛が重すぎて
あーそれは僕の妄想ですね
君が僕の首を絞めて殺してくれればいい
君は僕の事を首を絞めて殺すのがいいの
あー

君が僕の首を絞めて殺してくれればいい
君は僕の事を首を絞めて殺すのがいいの
君が僕の首を絞めて殺してくれたなら
僕は君の中でずっと生き続けられるから

Strangling to death

Ah, I’m in the front of your house
Ah, I’m knocking on your window.
Ah, Before you even realize it’s me
Ah, I give myself to you.
I wish that you could strangle me to death.
You should strangle me to death

Ah, your love is too heavy for me.
Ah, this is all just my fantasy
I wish that you could strangle me to death
You should strangle me to death
Ah~

I wish that you could strangle me to death
You should strangle me to death
If you strangled me to death
I could live forever inside you.

総鬱!! (Soutsu!!(?))

あぁ今日も眠れない
気付けば午前4時
未読が追い立てる

『おい返事しろよ、やる気あんのかよ』

やめたいわけじゃない
今は全部こわい
頭が動かない

『ああダメだもう、死にてえな』

お薬頂戴お薬ちょーだい
お薬ちょーらいオクスリチョーライ

あの子もきっと病んでる
君も多分病んでいる
僕は生来病んでいる
リーゼ デパス レキソタン
先生、職員イジメ
お医者さん、医者の不養生
パパママ、新興宗教
病んでない奴なんていんの?

あぁ歌詞が浮かばない
明日ライブなのに
メイクで朝はやい
寝ないと声が出ない

お薬飲もうお薬のも〜
おくしゅりのも〜おオクスリ no more

病んでない奴なんていんの?

あぁ歌詞が浮かばない
明日ライブなのに
メイクで朝はやい
寝ないと声が出ない

お薬飲もうお薬のも〜
おくしゅりのも〜おオクスリ no more

あの子もきっと病んでる
君も多分病んでる
僕は死ぬまで病んでる

リーゼ デパス レキソタン
ウサギさん、寂しいと死ぬ
マ○オ キノコ中毒
政治家 国民殺す
前存在皆平等
総鬱

総鬱!!

Total dejection (tentative title translation)

Aa, I couldn’t sleep today either.
Before I knew it, it was 4 in the morning.
Driven awake by unread messages.

“Hey, give me an answer already, will you?”

I don’t want to give up yet.
Everything feels scary.
My head is spinning.

“I am useless, I want to die”

Please give me my medicine, give me my medicine!
Give me medicine! GIVE ME MEDICINE!!

I bet that everyone is mentally ill.
You are probably mentally ill as well.
I am made sick by nature.
Clotiazepam, Etizolam, Bromazepam.
Teachers and staff are bullies.
Doctors often neglect a patient health
Parents, new psychological therapy
Who isn’t mentally ill?

Aa, I can’t think of my lyrics
Tomorrow is my live show.
I have to get up early to do my makeup.
If I don’t sleep, I can’t yell out a voice.

Let’s take medicine, take medicine~
Take medicine~ there is no more medicine.

Who isn’t mentally ill?

Aa, I can’t think of my lyrics
Tomorrow is my live show.
I have to get up early to do my makeup.
If I don’t sleep, I can’t yell out a voice.

Let’s take medicine, take medicine~
Take medicine~ there is no more medicine.

I bet that everyone is mentally ill.
You are probably mentally ill as well.
Until the day I die, I will be mentally ill.

Clotiazepam, Etizolam, Bromazepam.
Rabbits, die of loneliness.
Sexual addiction.
Politicians kill people.
Everyone is equal before existence.
Total dejection.

Total dejection!!

狂心症 (Kyoushin-shou?)

ゴミが口を開く
もっと肥大したい
俺は蔑み
餌を投げ与える

痛みを 餌にして肥える
貴方は 自称正義の天使
凍える 赤子目に入らずに
肥え太る 豚群がる蚊のよう

痛みを知らない貴方の言葉は
何も響かない 其処に意味もない
気付いて傷付ける醜いその顔
鏡に写る なんて醜い

優しい貴方の声に
絆され鼓膜が腐る

肥え肥る 貴方の自意識
もう誰も止められやしない
死に際彼女の墓前で
貴方はなにを嘆くのだろう

理性を 捨て去り 誰彼裏切り
気持ち悪い 触りたくない
愛だけ求めて渇いた身体に注いであげる
まやかしの安慰

ねぇ そんな貴方に
この声は届くの?
聞かせて

Madness (tentative title translation)

You only talk bullshit.,
You seem to have an appetite for even more self-consciousness
With contempt
I will feed you.

You grow in self-consciousness by feeding on the pain of others.
You call yourself an angel of justice.
However, you can’t see the frozen people around you.
You are like fat pigs swarmed all around by mosquitoes.

You have no idea that your words do harm,
They don’t resonate, they’re completely meaningless.
Notice it and feel how it hurts, about how ugly you are.
That ugliness is reflected in your mirror.

Your gentle voice
Touched me and made my eardrums rot and weak.

Your disgusting self-consciousness grows
But it can’t be stopped by anyone anymore.
What is there for me to lament over at your grave when you are no longer with me?

You’re abandoning reasons and your betrayal.
It’s so disgusting, I don’t want to be touched by you.
I only want real love, so I’ll pour it all over your body.
I give you my own fake comfort.

Hey, will this voice reach you?
Let me know it.

絶縁詩 (Zetsuenshi?)

意識は朽ち果てて崩れゆく理想心を殺すなら
ここに居る意味は何処
愛すべき貴方が笑いかける程
私が壊れて行くの 独りきり、、

Insulation Poem (tentative title translation)

My consciousness is rotting and crumbling because my idealism has been killed.
What is the point of me being alive?
My dear, I love so much when you smile at me.
I’m falling apart, all alone…